Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Help Me Know How

Hello blog,
what I really should be doing right now is sleeping or studying or reading...("should be"? Who says??) What I would rather do is tell you something I'm ashamed of.
I have lots of intentions but no action.
Intentions are pretty meaningless unless they lead to something - so I guess a seed is pretty cool but it's pretty small and useless unless it's watered and stuff. It's only after the the tree grows that we go, what an amazing seed! Look what it did.
Yeah so anyway, back to me.
Sometimes I really dislike being a passionate person. I can get hyped out about anything. Especially if it involves God or Futurelife. But let's not limit my ability here. So here we have all this hyper-ness streaming out of my head, gold tendrils twisting out into the atmosphere at high velocity! Then all of a sudden...nothing happens.
I need people. I need God first, and then I need to not be alone. I need you practical people, you resourceful people, you people who have driving licenses, you people who have muscle volume, you people who know where to buy the good stuff, you people.
I am so afraid to tell people where my passions lie because they seem to me weightless passions, without physical evidence. And so fear pins me down again.
I want to change the world, doesn't everyone?, I want to see God's kingdom outworking into everyday reality.
South Africa I'm yours.
Pretoria, I'm yours.
Tuks, I'm yours.
Can we turn vision into action? I need you to help me know how.